I don’t usually get super personal on FB, but…. I’m in love. It’s such a heady and beautiful feeling. I’ve been swept off of my feet. A gift from God, no doubt. Gosh, I’m blushing.
We’ve known each other all our lives. Save for GOD, he’s actually, my first love. A part of my DNA, I suppose. Yet, I let him go. Not all at once, just a drifting of sorts, you know… until there’s nothing.
Life happens, you grow apart, you have different experiences, but you NEVER forget. You just can’t seem to forget.
Those moments that creep up, when you least expect. You think of him, and hairs on the back of your neck stand out, because you’re taken by splendid surprise. Your knees are weak, and you close your eyes, just for a moment. Your senses transport you back to… back there, back then; at that time, in that space. You literally feel, hear, see, and smell EVERYTHING, just like it was.
Then, you put it out of your mind.
Maybe, when it rains, and you remember – droplets landing on your skin, creating perfect rhythms, to which you danced joyously- carelessly. You composed songs no one heard, but the two of you. Then you put it out of your mind. You have to, right?
Funny thing. When God has a plan for you, it WILL come to fruition.
A visit, or two. Randomly ( no such thing) having to come in contact with one another, for this reason, or that. Chit chat that turns to talk, and then to conversation. Quiet glances turn to meaningful stares. Feeling the past and present collide, and knowing a future was inevitable. Being grateful.
I am most fortunate to have been afforded the opportunity to be joined with my love, once again. I’m never letting go. Where we’ll go together? Well, I’ll leave that to God. For all we’ve done in the past, this is new, and scary, and glorious.
We’re in this for the duration, and I’m happy, again.
Music, I love you.
Just because it’s skipping across my mind, like rocks across a pond:
-My name is Cryss, and I’m a Facebook “over-tagger”. (“Hi, Cryss”). I have not over-tagged in the last 45 seconds. @CollPressCJ, @WeBeatFibro, @CMGMT)
-My Facebook feed is SOOOO out of whack, I just heard Donald Trump won😭. Happy belated birthday to all I missed. REAL-TALK if there is something you want me to see in real-time, inbox, or tag me. Otherwise, I’ll be answering you next week, about something grim last week.
-I’m tired of correcting Auto Correct:
I type “from”, I get “grim”(see above)
I type “does”, I get “died”
I type “parent”, get “patent”
I JUST typed “patents”, and got “pursuer”
Each time I type the word “word”, I get “weird”, then, I get weird.
I type “Day”, it pops up “Jay-Z ” as an option…WTHAMFAT?
One embarrassing Buick(supposed to be quick) text, I was ranting about the”constitution “, it came out “prostitution “… didn’t know until I got the “huh?” response, and reread. Sent a Pastor a message about “fortitude”, only it came out “fornication”. I still don’t think he believes it was a mistake…..
My mermaid (nemesis) the small work(word) (weird) “and”. Always gives me “abs”. Is this dime (some) kind of hint?
Ok. Dine(done) with that.
-Last night, I was intensely focused on what I was writing. So engrossed was I, that when the ice in my cup began to melt, and shifted, I was almost out the front door, pen in hand. Lol. I blame the movie 70’s horror movie “Phantasm “.
Thank you, I’m here till Thursday. Tip your Servers.